I have somewhat of the opposite problem that you described. It's not as if I go around mass murdering people or anything, but I feel that the balance of my self is upset in the direction of severity. I have a difficult time reckoning certain past aspects of myself with those present, and as such that makes it difficult to function in the present. Not only that, but as of late I have constatnly been on guard for a number of reasons, and that only adds to my imbalance. It's as if my self has been on this "protect" kick for so long that it forgot how to be the protected.
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Date: 2006-05-17 03:19 pm (UTC)