athenaltena | Anonymity

I'm kinda depressed right now. Last night I Googled "Tyrael", the common spelling for Tyriel, and I couldn't find any real information on him. The main thing I came across was gaming forums, since there was an angel in Diablo II named Tyrael. That makes me sad, to think that people on the internet are using his name without a second thought.

There isn't really any information on what roles he plays spirtually or biblically, and the few things (2, to be exact) paint him as young and irresponsible. That's about the farthest away you can get. I know the real guy. I asked him what he thought about that, if it made him angry. He said that it used to, but it doesn't really any more.

No one knows anything about me, either. I couldn't find anything really helpful about me. Ironic, seeing as my specialty is memory but no one knows who I am anymore. Then again, was I ever known? I need to see if the name Zachriel is in the Bible, something I found said it was in Enoch. I don't know.

My mom and I have been having some difficulty, mainly regarding demons. She doesn't believe in them. She says it goes against her belief system. I told her that demons are not inherantly bad, so she was a bit more open after that. I don't even know what I define as a demon, I just know their energy. I'm not sure what I define as one, I'll ask Neko on the phone.

I've also been thinking about my former wife in another life (hey, that rhymes). Remembering how much I loved her, and how much it hurt when she died. I have a feeling she might be the one I end up with now, but maybe it's just wishful thinking. I hope she's the one, since I really want to be able to see her again.