Follow up (of sorts)

[athenaltena]

I'd say this pretty much describes me after I found a job I liked in Feudal Japan:


4 am two hours to go
I'm wearing out a lonely road
I miss you more than I could know
Here I am
Here I am
Won't you get me?

I've got my hands
At Redemption's sides
Whose scars are bigger than
These doubts of mine
I'll fit all of these monstrosites inside
Then I'll come alive

With my fist down at your feet
I was running out of mysteries
Insecure and incomplete
Here I am
Here I am
Won't you get me?

I've got my hands
At Redemption's sides
Whose scars are bigger than
These doubts of mine
I'll fit all of these monstrosites inside
Then I'll come alive

My fears have worn me out
My fears have worn me out
My fears have worn me out
My fears have worn me
Worn me out

I've got my hands
At Redemption's sides
Whose scars are bigger than
These doubts of mine
I'll fit all of these monstrosites inside
Then I'll come alive


Now seriousness. This was something I told muted_storms:

People always tell me that my mind is different than most people's, and as such it's been hard for me. Luckily there are open minded people like you who actually consider what I've said and don't immediately dismiss me. It was a real "Buddha moment" last night, but what I discovered won't mean the same thing to others. You must find it in yourself.

Guess that's true. Then again, when you've been around as long as me you tend to pick up a few things. Also a lot of baggage, but that's another thing. That baggage is something that, with time, can make you wiser and not be weight anymore. I think I'm close to converting it. Or so I hope.

Ne, got to get my visa (out of the country, not the credit card) printed and all set. Oyasumi!