I don't want to do this, but...

I had a fight with Ashley today. She just doesn't get it. She has shown me today that she really did cheat to get her powers, because she does not know who to use them responisibly. It's like a cheat code in a videogame, you get to the next level but you don't have the XP. And frankly, the fact that she's my friend doesn't change the fact that she is hurting people, and herself. I might have to re-awaken another aspect of myself, the Judge.

My dad has a phrase about people acusing you of what they'd do, and she's showing that. She says I act superior, but today she said, "Well, I'm not really human, so those rules do not apply to me."

Bull Shit. That attitude gets you one thing very fast: Dead. She doesn't respect my skills, which is what she accuses me of. She thinks she's invincible, and that she can't be hurt or defeated. She really is just a child who found a toy that she doesn't know how to handle. Everything about her is saturated with negative energy, but if I have to fight her, which I might, I can turn it against her.

Namida-sama has told me that if I have to fight her, she will not help Ashley. Oh God, I don't want to do this, but I think I may have to. No, I don't have to, but it would be the best choice.

Whatever watches over me, don't let me screw this up.