Tears for the victims
Dec. 29th, 2004 10:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
athenaltenaHmm. Ashley had me speak to Ryushi, someone she knows who's something like a demon. He was being stubborn, and said "I don't want anyone else involved in this." I sorta lost my temper, and I ended up showing my scars through to him, telling him, "Do you want to end up like this?!"
I think he needed to hear it. He grudgingly accepted our help.
I'm still bothered by the Tsunami, even though I may not show it. My mother is really affected, I just don't really show it. I was doing some good for it last night, helping the souls find their way into the afterlife. There were thousands of people doing it, Tyriel, Shiro and Raziel (who by the way, is a girl) were there, as was Namida-sama. I remember mainly this little asian boy who was crying, so I held him and picked up some of his memories. He was playing when he saw this thing, and then he was dragged under. The worst part was that he took some time to die, but finally he drowned. That was awful.
No wonder my heart has been aching constantly. But I will do all I can. I feel like quoting another song for what I feel about this whole thing:
And my words will be here when I’m gone
As I’m fading away against the wind
And the words you left me linger on
As I’m failing again now, never to change this
And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam
And it seems I’m alone here, hollow again
As I’m flailing again against the wind
And the scars I am left with swallow again
As I’m failing again now, never to change this
And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam
And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam
The same old feelings are taking over
and I can’t seem to make them go away
And I can’t take all the pressure sober,
but I can’t seem to make it go away
The same old feelings are taking over
and I can’t seem to make them go away
And I can’t take all the pressure sober
(I can’t make it go away. I can’t make it go away)
And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam
And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam
And I’m falling, falling, falling,
falling, falling, falling, falling
Apart again at the seam.
I think he needed to hear it. He grudgingly accepted our help.
I'm still bothered by the Tsunami, even though I may not show it. My mother is really affected, I just don't really show it. I was doing some good for it last night, helping the souls find their way into the afterlife. There were thousands of people doing it, Tyriel, Shiro and Raziel (who by the way, is a girl) were there, as was Namida-sama. I remember mainly this little asian boy who was crying, so I held him and picked up some of his memories. He was playing when he saw this thing, and then he was dragged under. The worst part was that he took some time to die, but finally he drowned. That was awful.
No wonder my heart has been aching constantly. But I will do all I can. I feel like quoting another song for what I feel about this whole thing:
And my words will be here when I’m gone
As I’m fading away against the wind
And the words you left me linger on
As I’m failing again now, never to change this
And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam
And it seems I’m alone here, hollow again
As I’m flailing again against the wind
And the scars I am left with swallow again
As I’m failing again now, never to change this
And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam
And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam
The same old feelings are taking over
and I can’t seem to make them go away
And I can’t take all the pressure sober,
but I can’t seem to make it go away
The same old feelings are taking over
and I can’t seem to make them go away
And I can’t take all the pressure sober
(I can’t make it go away. I can’t make it go away)
And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam
And I’m sympathetic,
never letting on I feel the way I do
As I’m falling apart again at the seam
And I’m falling, falling, falling,
falling, falling, falling, falling
Apart again at the seam.
