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Aug. 24th, 2004 07:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
athenaltenaI'm not sure what I want right now, but I have energy that is really starting to dissapear and leave me exhausted. Luckily, my friend Neko found this site and opened her account.
I'm on edge for some reason. My arms are bothering me again, and in "Sentry Mode" currently. I really am like Auron, the whole scarred warrior making sure other people don't make the same mistakes. I know that sometimes you need to experience those things, but I would rather not see others walking around with scars like I have. I really am no better than my dad, who said "If I don't like him, I'll shoot him" about my now ex-boyfriend. Though I'm female, I have a pretty big protective father complex in me. Sounds weird, but I'm that kind of person. I feel very red coat and sword right now.
I'll go watch Cowboy Bebop now, maybe seeing Spike, who I'm a lot alike, will cheer me up and get me out of my funk.
I'm on edge for some reason. My arms are bothering me again, and in "Sentry Mode" currently. I really am like Auron, the whole scarred warrior making sure other people don't make the same mistakes. I know that sometimes you need to experience those things, but I would rather not see others walking around with scars like I have. I really am no better than my dad, who said "If I don't like him, I'll shoot him" about my now ex-boyfriend. Though I'm female, I have a pretty big protective father complex in me. Sounds weird, but I'm that kind of person. I feel very red coat and sword right now.
I'll go watch Cowboy Bebop now, maybe seeing Spike, who I'm a lot alike, will cheer me up and get me out of my funk.
