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[athenaltena]

So much... so soon. Found out I have asthma, but at least I have stuff so I won't get sick in Russia.

I don't know why, but I know something is going to happen soon. Something with explosive consequences. I think Anne might be behind it. That's what my instincts tell me. Ashley, if you're reading this, I'm sorry, but not trusting my instincts has always resulted in catastrophe. Anne has the begginnings of a demon in her. I'm sure of it now. It is made of the memories of fear, panic and helplessness she felt in he childhood. And it's getting stronger. No wonder she's been around Aric so much.

Speaking of Aric: Unfortunately, it looks like the demon in him has made him sacrifice the thing most important to him: Ashley. Because she was being so cold to him she broke up with him, and already has a new guy (Jay, who I really like). I was afraid of this. As much as I hate the demon, I care about Aric Aric. He came up to me today and told me, "I really don't care about Ashley's new guy, I didn't really care in the first place". And then in my scary tone I answered, "Liar".

He really is. He's only saying that to spare himself pain by pretending there never was anything. I know he's lying. I've seen his memories of her in the past. He really has, and he really does love her. And being an empath I knew he was really being torn up inside. That one word I spoke pretty well describes it, I think. But maybe this will give him motivation to kill that thing inside him. I can only hope for the best.

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[drusilladom.livejournal.com]

that's really too bad, but at least she's not as close to him. (although a break up may prove to be even more dangerous...) well, i hope everything goes okay. i may be away from the compu for a while, so if i answer slowly, that's why.

just as an interesting side note, i mentioned something about a past life to a friend, and i think i kind of freaked her out a little. oops.~dru

[athenaltena.livejournal.com]

That can sometimes happen with friends. This Anne I know won't even consider the possibility of it being true. Close mindedness; a symptom of having a demon in you.