Something is happening
Sep. 23rd, 2004 08:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
athenaltenaI have the ending from Wolf's Rain in my head. It's like the song says. "Something is happening, I feel the gravity". But it's not a bad feeling. I just feel... incrediby peaceful. Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. My shoulders were aching me again. They've stopped, now it's just a dull pain now and then. But I can feel them.
My wings. I kept half expecting them to burst out of my back today, just like in Haibane Renmei, and everyone would stare at me. They'd know, and they might just understand. I've been thinking about stuff, how I've always had this otherworldly quality that lingers around me. I mean, look at me. I'm a bit of a loner, I don't see the world the way most people do, and I have these psychic powers that seem to have been there since I was a kid. And my eyes.
People always tell me about my eyes. On the street most look away or stare back at me like they're defensive. I asked someone once why this was so, and she said, "Because they know you can see their souls." I guess I really can. Everyone I know who is in tune with this stuff says so. And Walter, a wonderful guy at my church, had a great conversation with me the other night, he said, "Sometimes it can be really hard for us." Yeah, really. And when I told him, told him I was an angel, he just replied "You are." Those two words are all the confirmation I needed.
*Yawn* God, I'm so tired. Mmm... CSI's on in half an hour. Yay!
My wings. I kept half expecting them to burst out of my back today, just like in Haibane Renmei, and everyone would stare at me. They'd know, and they might just understand. I've been thinking about stuff, how I've always had this otherworldly quality that lingers around me. I mean, look at me. I'm a bit of a loner, I don't see the world the way most people do, and I have these psychic powers that seem to have been there since I was a kid. And my eyes.
People always tell me about my eyes. On the street most look away or stare back at me like they're defensive. I asked someone once why this was so, and she said, "Because they know you can see their souls." I guess I really can. Everyone I know who is in tune with this stuff says so. And Walter, a wonderful guy at my church, had a great conversation with me the other night, he said, "Sometimes it can be really hard for us." Yeah, really. And when I told him, told him I was an angel, he just replied "You are." Those two words are all the confirmation I needed.
*Yawn* God, I'm so tired. Mmm... CSI's on in half an hour. Yay!
