Wolf and Hawk

[athenaltena]

You know how in Native American spirituality they say you have spirit guides? I've found mine. ^_^ As the title suggests, the hawk and the wolf. I have a deep connection to both of these, and at one point I was both of these (not at the same time, of course). I think I was a female hawk and a male wolf. I asked in the spirit world about me and someone showed me a wolf with a hawk standing on its shoulders. Guess that's my symbol.

I've been thinking a lot lately, and one thing I'm wondering about came from something on Angels Incarnae. I asked about "ascension", and if everyone had always been this way. I'm not sure, but I was sure that I had somehow "upgraded" into something else. Now I'm not so sure. I did a google on "angel of memory", since someone called me that, and I came up with a list of angels on a catholic website. There were three angels under "memory", and I think I might be one of them. If I am, then I obviously changed my name at some point, but I think one of these guys might be me. I think it's Zachriel. That name seems to fit with Kazuma and Rosemary. There's a slight resistance, so it may be something slightly different from Zachriel.

No, it is. I asked my mom. She saw a pair of eyes. My eyes. That's my "real" name, even though my real real name can't be pronounced. That was my name before I was scarred, it's my Purer form. Maybe I can get more information on myself now. Wait till Tyriel hears about this.

Comments

[drusilladom.livejournal.com]

i'm not sure what my spirit guide would be, probably a wolf. oh, and angel of memory? i think its interesting that the angel of memory remembers her past lives. rosemary? was that your name at another point? i think zachriel is an interesting name. (there's that word again, interesting...)-dru

[athenaltena.livejournal.com]

No, that's my name now. I just call myself Rose on the internet, security reasons. ^ ^

[drusilladom.livejournal.com]

aha! by the way, how have things been going with tyriel? from your entry above, it seems like you two might be talking a little more?-dru

Coincidences?

[athenaltena.livejournal.com]

I found that ironic, that I remember my past really well. I can also help others unlock memories, and read things left behind in objects, like what happened where they were, who made them, the atmosphere where they were kept, etc. My mom says that's called psychometry. Also, something which seems too weird to just be a coincidence. In my life in japan, I spelled my name with the kanji for "Saga" and "Memory", and Rosemary is a herb that means rememberence. My mom said that the name just came out of nowhere when she was pregnant with me. Maybe I influenced her in utero?

[athenaltena.livejournal.com]

As it turns out, we are talking more. He's not too talkative naturally. In my next entry I'll talk a bit more about our connection.