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Ugh... I think I'm getting my Mom's cold. Sore throat and a bit of a cough. Anyway, it's snowing out, and still wondering who this Paxiel Twilidia knows is. It's a familiar name, not the same person as Tyriel, but sorta the same color scheme, more grey though. Not as old, maybe a bit harder and ambigious. He seems to know who I am, so I'll maybe contact him dream wise.

Rented Boogiepop Phantom again. I'm as addicted to that show as I am to the the left over Chex mix (that's a lot). It reminded me of something I've been asked sometimes when I'm out doing my angel shtick. Every now and then I run across someone asking who's side I'm on, good or evil, and a while ago when I was with Ashley I said something that was my divine wisdom voice: "Good and Evil are human concepts, they don't apply to non-humans."

Sounds like something from xxxHolic, but oh well. I'm not good or evil, it's my very nature. It's the nature of the world (going into divine inspiration voice). People often don't realize that extreme good or light can be just as bad as extreme dark, and at their cores, the extremes are basically the same thing. So as with most things, you have to strike an ambigious position to see the full story. That's one reason I'm here, to be a mediator. There's more, that's just one. I don't have one purpose, I have many, and they change as I do. And mine are different from everyone elses', no two souls have the exact same reasons. That's why, "What is the meaning of life?" is a pointless question, because in reality it should be "What is the reason you're here?"