Dreams

[athenaltena]

My dreams have been very strange lately, more of a mix of dreams and visions. Here's one I had two nights ago:

I’ve been trying to figure out who a being named Tyriel is, and I’ve managed to contact him a few times. Mostly he hasn’t talked, and if he has it’s been annoyingly vague. I got into a pretty deep meditation that night and had a very odd experience. I went into my meditation and starting falling into the spirit world, calling out his name. Then I started using my wings to fly through the spirit realm, concentrating on him. I went through everything from Rome to Tokyo, until I ended up back where he had taken me before, a stone courtyard overlooking the sea someplace in Europe at sunset.

He was standing there, a winged figure in white with white hair and white eyes (not like he was blind, his pupils were black), and skin that looked gold brown, maybe Middle Eastern. He smiled at me, and when I asked him what was happening he kept telling me an “M” name that I can’t quite get. That’s when things got weird. I was aware that I was physically in my body but still in the courtyard at the same time. And also, he was lying next to me on my bed. That’s not the weirdest part. I felt him near me, but I couldn’t control my body, I was just aware that I was breathing but wasn’t doing it myself. It was running on its own. And he was running his hands over my wings, which were still extended. It felt really strange.

He was muttering something about me not being able to extend them completely, and consequently, perhaps, my shoulders at about the blades hurt. I asked him, still in both places at once, what this all was about. He said I had to figure it out on my own. I did a tarot reading, and it said that this M name is, “A calm authoritative male figure who speaks the truth no matter what the cost”.

Then last night I had a dream-dream. It was like the anime El Hazard, and I was with my friends on top of this huge tower looking at this big floating thing that was going to destroy the world. Everyone was panicking, since no one could get to it. I was looking out at it, and in the typical I'm the only one who can do it moment I said, "Sometimes you have to take the leap, and let your wings grow on the way down." I then told my friend Ashley to hold my backpack, and she gave me this very knowing look.

My friend Anne saw me moving to run off the top of the tower and said something like: "Don't do it! We're all going to die, but at least we'll do it together!" she obviously thought I was going to kill myself. Then I started sprinting, her running after me. I reached the edge and then dropped out of sight. She stopped, saying something like, "She's the first victim of this thing, or the madness it creates." My other two friends rolled their eyes at this comment. But then just as she was saying this I shot up, with my wings fully extended and started flying towards the floating thing. The last thing I remember is looking back and thinking, "So Anne, do you believe me now?"

Comments

[drusilladom.livejournal.com]

wow. what a dream. strangely enough i've been having a lot of very involved dreams lately, although that may be because i asked for them... last night's involved a very good friend of mine. she's a druid, so i know she's assosiated with magick. however in the dream she lays me down and tries to...i'm not quite sure, maybe read my mind or read me? it was very strange. i did a reading on this "m" person, but came up with pretty much nothing. basically that they're a good guy, and will help you. (go figure) i also received something else, but i need your input. this may sound strange and rather complicated, but what other past lives have you had? and do you remember any friends/lovers specifically? i know, it's a little personal, but it might clarify some of the cards i pulled.~dru

[athenaltena.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I remember two lovers specifically. One most recently a japanese guy, Yurei (looks off into distance remembering). And my wife at some point in Europe. She died when our son was 7, so I raised him after that. As for friends, there's my Ashley now, and several others I was acquainted with but not really buds with. Hope that helps.

[drusilladom.livejournal.com]

that helps a little. when i did a reading about a possible connection between the two of us i came up with cards representing either lovers or good friends. (not to get personal or anything...-_-;) what about your life as a wolf? i found that there might be a connection possibly either there, or in my most recent past life.

[athenaltena.livejournal.com]

I don't remember much about the wolves, but I was a male who was sort of greyish brown in color. I wasn't the alpha, maybe the beta. What were you most recently?

[drusilladom.livejournal.com]

most recently i was a human, but i think that the connection was before the most recent. (mainly becasue my most recent had something to do with an extra marital affair) however, i was wonder, how did your wife in europe die? consumption perhaps?
as for my wolf life, it is my most prominent, or the one i remember most of. i was female, and i think the alpha. unfortunately this life didn't end to pleasantly. lots of tearing and ripping, and mortal wounds.~dru

[athenaltena.livejournal.com]

I don't really remember what happened, but it was sudden and unexpected. I remember going out to my son on a cliff by the ocean. Gods, that was so hard to do...